everything just hates me at the moment this is the third time my bank has taken my credit card because I spent too much money! I've just gotten my second/third warning from school because I havn't been there much lately. the love of my life has dumped me - as in never wants to talk to me again. I can't keep up with my fitness PLUS I HAVE VACATION, STILL IM FREAKING BORED!!!! lol, not depressed or anything.. just slightly annoyed!! =P one good thing is that I should get my creditcard back any time soon, at least I can go clubbing wild while I have vacation!!
Zer0! How can I spend less when I'm already spending the least I can!! But you're so right, I need to get a job - I havn't had one since I turned 18 (which is like what? 10 months ago?) And YES! I will go work out as soon as it's not in the middle of the night anymore.. But stupid solution to being bored - a job? BUT WORKING IS BORING. So I guess you don't have the answer to everything afterall huh? >
It could be worse! You could have a boyfriend who has a psycho a** ex-wife (they luckily didnt have kids) who tries to take him to court about everything, who missed 15 payments on the house while he was deployed so now the house is getting foreclosed, and we have to move this thursday and I also have to manage ALL his money and help him catch up on his life, who has to build my own credit because his is so bad, and missed out on a year of school because my parents drove me crazy and moved away and still have to put up with them and their constant critisizing of my choices and having to deal with his friend's wives who hate me because I'm young and don't have any kids and though having all this going on, I'm still happy with him So I realized none of that makes sense but point is, it could be worse XP lol
rofl, at least you're happy with him : D I can't even talk to him anymore D: but I feel bad for you too, sounds really bad :s !! how old is he anyway?
....thats another thing lol I'll tell you since I don't know you but he's 31 (thing is I didnt even know that when I first got with him he looks like hes 25
whoah, and you're 19? that is quite a big difference, I see how that can complicate things. But people really should mind their own business, I guess as long as you're happy with it and stuff. I know I couldn't be with someone who was 12 years older than me, I mean we would be at such different places oO (I have tried with one guy who was 27 when I was 17, he had two kids, and omg. that just didn't work out) . But seriously, if you can make it work, it's great. But you're 19 and YOU have to pay for him =o sounds hard... And money's just the root of all evil!
What do you mean pay for him? (I don't have a job lol) I just manage his money. I.E. he makes the paycheck and I spend it lol nah jk. We pretty much live as a married couple. And I know there's a pretty big age difference, I'm used to it to a certain point because my dad was 21 when he met my mom who was 29 but again just the way he acts is NOTHING like what I would expect someone whos 31 to act. We're on the same level about everything but then again I was told I act a little too mature for my age :-( But yea even though there's all this craziness going on I love him and I could see my future with him in it he is deploying again in February for a year and I told him I would marry him once he gets back.
It's just that I'm sure HE is the one.. That's kinda depressing.. D: but I guess when you're in love you're just blind.. and he got back with his gf, so I gotta accept the fact that I need to find another THE one WHATEVER IM YOUNG I NEED TO LET LOOSE !