The internet frustrates me. I have the same damn bookmarks and I keep clicking them over and over and I know there are millions of web pages out there that would interest me but you have to find them -___- Damn being nocturnal sucks! I'm quite sure I'm built to be nocturnal though as whenever I'm off college I slip straight back into sleeping at sunrise and waking at dusk. Ooh and a course I applied for at Uni has asked me to send an email with examples of my creative writing. I love writing I just seem to do it rarely. I'd love to be the art house film guy with books and books of random thoughts but I don't seem to write things down. Maybe now isn't the time for this course I've only ever lived in one place and though I've had a whole lot of crazed experiences and met a tonne of batshit crazy people I don't think I've lived enough to tell a story. Plus I think the fear of rejection after someone has read anything I've written is a major factor in why I'm now thinking this course is the devil. I need some human contact xD Luckily I'm going out with a non crack addicted person who just got into Oxford later, she will sort me out over a whores breakfast ^^
I can't believe I just read that word. Spoiler w _ _ _ _ s I would advise you to focus on something hard and also interract with people too. For example, I parkour a lot and some people want to join me or ask me questions and stuff.
you know what i hate being addicted to freaking chewing tobacco.... i can survive wthout it but everytime i see someone spit or smell someone smoke my lip begins to tear off my face and bath in fresh chewing tobbacco. I started this nasty habbit when i played baseball and now it wont eave me alone. Its a love hate realtionship. i love it when i have it but hate it when its gone. also i built quite a tolerance to it and need more than the average person to get a headrush it just sickends me. Like drinking alcohol the more you drink the more you need to get drunk well the sm=ame transfers to tobacco usage. I long for the days when i used to use "pussy" flavors llike peach and green apple and citrus and all skoal and get an instant headrush. now i need to dip half a tin to maintain a long lasting headrush and that only guarantees one hearush all night. so i have to wait for 2-3 weeks in order to get a good long lasting headrush. so in a nutshell i really dont reccomend chewing tobacco as a means to get your tobacco fix. it costs too much money in canada at least( one tin=16.99) and can seriously make you feel like shit as you crave for more and farther you get in your life while chewing the more you will need it making it way harder to quit.
Yay everybody rant now! Better out than in xP @FastBullet I meet loads of people I just go through phases when I'm left alone and I become a hermit which I take as a warning sign to get my booty out of the house asap or insanity will ensue. Parkour looks really freaking cool It's weird I doubt I will ever be the type of person to join a group. @AK I have never met anyone who actually chews tobacco. I'm totally addicted to smoking and if I sleep for 12 hours and then smoke I get head rush xD I hate it when you build tolerances to things I can call everyone a lightweight but I just end up having to spend more money than them so the jokes on me really.
OMG! I DO THAT BOOKMARK THING TOO AND I THOUGHT I WAS JUST TOO BORING! I have like 10 on the actual browser where I can directly click, and I have the bookmarks drop down. But I keep clicking the ones on my browser even though I don't...do anything when I get to the page.. -_-" Sighh..Uni..I didn't even start applying for scholarships and shxt.
Lol I bookmark everything. I usually have to clean my bookmarks out every week. Thelma! and chewing tobacco is disgusting....